I've never been the greatest at verbalizing my feelings. I always stutter and stammer until I feel like a complete fool. I just wish I could get over that fear and tell him how I feel. There is this boy, a boy that I care about more than anything. I have for quite some time now. He and I are great friends, he is so very easy to talk to. But this is completely different. I can talk to him about what happens at the end of "White Oleander", I can talk to him about reading the latest Shonen Jump manga, I can even talk to him about the most personal of problems. I just can't tell him how I feel. It all boils down to the thought that I'd rather have him as a friend than to risk losing him altogether. But when he says hello or simply waves at me I lose my breath for a second. When he hugs me I feel like I am meant to be in his arms. I just wish that he was as easy to talk to about this as my computer monitor is. Anyway, thank you for listening.
Much love and peace
Andy
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